Metamorphosis

Wide-awake drunk

On sleep deprivation

And black coffee.

Nervy, restless

In my haven of peace.

Looking, not feeling

Good

In unaccustomed avatar.

Equally disappointed

By hair-dye and philosophy.

Not recognising

The face in

The mirror.

Sexy, self-assured

And unimaginably gauche.

The price of a personal overhaul.